Can’t be disappointed in anything or anyone…but myself
Something to be thankful for:
I may not understand it, not now. BUT things will be made complete one day. Even me.
GOT’S TO SAY: Super proud of him. Who knew that this little kid that I used to throw on the ground and abuse during play time will end up so muscular and being one of the best at what he does. I know you weren’t too happy at what you got, but I’m sure happy!
YEEEEEEE!!! that’s my cousin. Wrestling for the WIN! One simple mistake can make a big difference but I know that the difference can teach and grow you. Most importantly I thank God for the way that He has gifted you and for the relationship He gave us…so that I can know what is going on in your life and truly be proud. ALWAYS ROOTING FOR YA! <3 Alvin Nguyen
I realized, I love learning and I do not want to waste a day, the time, that I am able to sit in a classroom. Sure I am nod off and get laughed at, but I want to be renewed in my thinking. Learning is so precious and one day I am going to long for a simple class environment. In a classroom, its just you and the lesson plan. What happens is up to you. In the work environment, its you and the conflict plus your team, plus your boss, and plus your client. SIMPLE yet exciting, and because of, so I love it. Don’t want to taste a day, a lesson, a wonderful brain that works even when I am nodding off, when I am hungry, when I’m day dreaming. God has given me the ability to learn and it is amazing.
You ever feel complete, but at the same time so empty?
I think it happens when I walk into something that I think I am ready for and, to my surprise, I am not. Instead, I walk right back out and sure enough I survived, but the result just wasn’t what I’d thought it would be. Expectations is the problem. Or is it goals that I cannot fully reach. Either way, at the end of it, at the end of the hours or rather the day, I just feel slightly incomplete. IT’S incomplete. Overwhelmed with emotions, neither bad or good, just feelings. Good thing I know these feelings won’t last, because I do have an eternal joy. What I can appreciate is that these feelings will lead me to question and may it impel me to know more.
Praise God for all of this, good or temporarily bad.
Daddy on the phone: you have to come over tonight for dinner. I'm making 2 chickens and if we can't finish it we're just going to throw it away.*hangs up*
me: dad you can't throw it away!!
Daddy: I was just saying it so that they would come over.
Me: but me and Ngoc want to eat it ALL! We can finish it!
Daddy: Oh really?! Let me call mom to buy another chicken then!
Me: -____- daddy you're so funnyyy!